naughty & nice | trixi's Blog

i'm a good girl---on the outside.  but on the inside there is this insatiable vixen---one that craves to be taken with wild abandon in every way imaginable.  looking at me, you'd never know i felt this way.  i am just plain and ordinary. but my heart is on fire and every nerve within me is screaming take me take me take me!  i just want want want and yet there's no outlet.  i need sex and i want love too but that takes time.  i am a paradox; a mystery even to myself.  i am horny and yet in order to remain a "good" girl, i feel i musn't say it out loud here or anywhere for fear of what others may think.  the net is a good place to remain anonymous, but even that doesn't stop people from forming opinions.  the real question is why i even care about what other people think of me.  as long as i'm being true to myself and not hurting anyone else in the process, it shouldn't matter. right?