a blog kinda, sorta not about chocolate chip cookies | trixi's Blog

another day another dollar. wait, i have no job. therefore there's no dollar. ok.  the rent's paid for may. i have 30 days to find something.  i have  been searching my little heart out.  but today i am still under the spell of the benadryl i took at bedtime and i stayed up way too late surfing in cyberspace, so i think i will do nothing. yeah, nothing.  is that so bad? why do i always feel guilty when i do nothing? as if i didn't clean up the ENTIRE yard singlehandedly on monday and apply for a gazillion jobs the other days of the week! but yet, i cant allow myself to be lazy for long without that guilt eating away at me every single second.  weird. i know.  i'm feeling a bit strange today.  is it the benadryl? is it lack of sleep? is it lack of job? is it lack of chocolate chip cookies? is it all of the above? probably that and so much more.  my kids have therapy appointments tonight. yippee! they need it and so do i.  my neck itches.  does anybody else have this crazy itch? it's just around my neck and nowhere else and it feels sooooooooo good when i scratch it.  lotion doesn't help too much.  it acts up once in a while.  could it be nerves? could it be lack of chocolate chip cookies? i wish i knew.  damn i wish i had some chocolate chip cookies.....